当了病猫快一个星期。。。感觉怎样？答案只有悲惨。。。
24/09/08
早上起身时就觉得身体怪怪的，不是很舒服，不过还是去了做工。工作到一半，发烧来找我了，忍到中午吃饭时间才去看医生，医生说只是微烧，开了维他命，退烧药和给我一张病假单就要了我RM55。 回到家吃了药过后睡觉，结果晚上醒来时竟然给我发高烧，整张脸红红烫烫的，好难受啊！
在一个人无助的情况下，我带着受折磨的心情和软弱无力的身体去到了家里附近的中药店，本来是要喝些凉茶的，不过却被劝服用他们的感冒药去热，在那里喝一次，回家半夜又喝一次，烧果然退了不少。。。
25/09/08
中午的时候又去了那间中药店，他们又给我另外调的药喝，一样是两次的，然后也开了一张病假单给我。在这里我用了RM38.因为没胃口的关系我这几天都只是吃面包。。。
26//09/08
本来还以为好点了可以去上班，结果在办公室里头昏脑胀的，非常难受，因为又来发烧了。和第一天一样的到了中午的时候向上司请了假回家看医生去了，不再去之前那间，而是家里附近的。问医生是不是得了骨痛热症，医生说要隔天检查才会准确，开了一些药给我，他说如果明天还是有发烧才去检查。那天又用了RM50看病。
27/09/08
今天幸好不需工作，因为整个人晕晕的，就连走路都会怕晕倒呢。所以又去问医生什么原因，他说因该是因为我吃的其中一个要会导致睡觉的，所以叫我那个只是在晚上吃，然后检查了我的喉咙，严重发炎，所以开了另一个较强的抗生素给我。那样也要RM40呢。。。
28/09/08 & 29/09/08
这两天没发烧了，不过喉咙还是痛，没有多大好转的效果，希望可以快点好，快点康复。。。
做了那么多天的病猫，我真的怕了。。。
生病了没人理，没人照顾，需要一个人度过那难过，煎熬，和痛苦的日子我不想再有了。。。
所以祝我身体健康吧！！！
Monday, September 29, 2008
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
“家“是什么？
还记得我曾经写过我是在一个怎样的家庭长大的一篇文章“给妈妈的话”。。
事隔多年，这样的日子已经慢慢习惯了，但是最近又加了一些不好的问题发生了。
同样的事情又重演了，近来我哥又走向我父亲之前走的路，我不知他为何会那样，不知为何他要让家里变得那么的不快乐，或许我嫂嫂也有不对的地方。但是两人竟然结了婚，争吵和问题在一个家是难免会发生的，那么是否因该为自己的“家”着想呢？不为自己想也因该为三个孩子们的将来着想啊。。。
我知道这毕竟是他们两夫妻的事，我不能插手，但是我却感到很难过很悲哀，我还真为他们的孩子而担心。。。毕竟我也是过来人，我走的路已经不能回头，历史不能改写，所以我很不希望我的侄儿侄女们有任何一个会走上和我一样的道路，我真的好想保护他们。。。
可以的话，我很想对我的侄儿侄女们说：
我这个当叔叔的虽然在远方但是我的心都一直在你们的成长过程中。我多希望有能力能够好好的照顾你们。。。
当你们不愉快时，别忘了还有我很想听听你们的声音。
当你们觉得缺乏疼爱时，别忘了还有我会一直爱你们。
无论未来怎样，发生什么事，要记得你们永远是我的家人。
相信有用真心”爱“过的人会认同这篇文章
哇，很久没有看那么长篇的英文文章了 。。。这是我在其中一位FRIENDSTER里的网友那里COPY的，觉得很不错，所以就发布上来了。。。希望可以和大家分享。。。
I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh,
so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me
I’m going to smile.
Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You
No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry
If You Really Love Something Set It Free.
If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be
Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You
Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before.
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.
My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.
Forget who hurt you yesterday,
But don't forget who loves you tenderly today.
Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.
Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever.
The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go,
and knowing when to say goodbye.
No pleassure, no expressions just an illusion of what should of but wasnt.
I hate you for not letting me have you.
Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend.
The day you finally decide to love me will be the day
after the day I have given up on chasing you
I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody
but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...
I had a dream and it was about you ...
I smiled and recalled the memories we had ...
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why?
Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ...
I cried when I knew I lost you,
afraid I had lost it all.
Then I realized that losing you,
didn't have to mean I lost me.
One day you will seek love
and be sorry that you threw mine away.
My heart only fought for what it wanted.
Now my heart is having to fight to let him go.
Now that I have loved so purely and deeply,
I have realized how lonely I really am.
Some people think that it's holding
on that makes one strong;
sometimes it's letting go.
You have to forgive to forget,
and forget, to feel again.
Don't ever give up if you still want to try,
Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.
You said you didn't want to see me get hurt,
so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?
Don't say we're not right for each other,
the way I see it, we're not meant for anyone else.
If the truth was told instead of a lie,
then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much.
It really hurts when you expected so much more
from the person you once loved so much.
I wish I was a kid again,
because skinned knees are easier
to fix then broken hearts.
Oftentimes we say goodbye to the
person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean that
we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.
It's like my mind knows what's right
but my heart is being retarded and still cares
If tears could build a stairway on memories alone,
I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again.
Ask me how many times my heart has been broken
and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars.
wish I had the guts to walk away
and forget about what we had.
But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me,
and I guess that's what hurts the most.
If you could choose between life and death
you would almost rather die,
love is fun but hurts so much
the price you pay is high.
And so I say don't fall in love,
you will get hurt before your through.
You see my friend, I ought to know,
I fell in love with you.
You hurt me more than I deserve,
how can you be so cruel?
I love you more than you deserve,
why am I such a fool?
Should I smile because he's my friend,
or cry because that's all he is?
You walk by me everyday and say hello.
Everyday you take time out to listen to me.
You talk to me, smile at me,
laugh with me, and have fun with me.
Well, I talk, smile and laugh too,
but inside I'm hurting.
Deep down it hurts to be with you because
I love you and you are only a friend.
One day you'll ask me,
"which is more important to you, me or your life"
I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and
leave me with out knowing that you are my life.
I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh,
so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me
I’m going to smile.
Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You
No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry
If You Really Love Something Set It Free.
If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be
Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You
Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before.
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.
My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.
Forget who hurt you yesterday,
But don't forget who loves you tenderly today.
Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.
Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever.
The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go,
and knowing when to say goodbye.
No pleassure, no expressions just an illusion of what should of but wasnt.
I hate you for not letting me have you.
Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend.
The day you finally decide to love me will be the day
after the day I have given up on chasing you
I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody
but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...
I had a dream and it was about you ...
I smiled and recalled the memories we had ...
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why?
Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ...
I cried when I knew I lost you,
afraid I had lost it all.
Then I realized that losing you,
didn't have to mean I lost me.
One day you will seek love
and be sorry that you threw mine away.
My heart only fought for what it wanted.
Now my heart is having to fight to let him go.
Now that I have loved so purely and deeply,
I have realized how lonely I really am.
Some people think that it's holding
on that makes one strong;
sometimes it's letting go.
You have to forgive to forget,
and forget, to feel again.
Don't ever give up if you still want to try,
Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.
You said you didn't want to see me get hurt,
so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?
Don't say we're not right for each other,
the way I see it, we're not meant for anyone else.
If the truth was told instead of a lie,
then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much.
It really hurts when you expected so much more
from the person you once loved so much.
I wish I was a kid again,
because skinned knees are easier
to fix then broken hearts.
Oftentimes we say goodbye to the
person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean that
we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.
It's like my mind knows what's right
but my heart is being retarded and still cares
If tears could build a stairway on memories alone,
I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again.
Ask me how many times my heart has been broken
and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars.
wish I had the guts to walk away
and forget about what we had.
But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me,
and I guess that's what hurts the most.
If you could choose between life and death
you would almost rather die,
love is fun but hurts so much
the price you pay is high.
And so I say don't fall in love,
you will get hurt before your through.
You see my friend, I ought to know,
I fell in love with you.
You hurt me more than I deserve,
how can you be so cruel?
I love you more than you deserve,
why am I such a fool?
Should I smile because he's my friend,
or cry because that's all he is?
You walk by me everyday and say hello.
Everyday you take time out to listen to me.
You talk to me, smile at me,
laugh with me, and have fun with me.
Well, I talk, smile and laugh too,
but inside I'm hurting.
Deep down it hurts to be with you because
I love you and you are only a friend.
One day you'll ask me,
"which is more important to you, me or your life"
I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and
leave me with out knowing that you are my life.
Monday, September 1, 2008
八月的总结
今天是2008年九月的开始，也是八月的总结。。。
那么就来说说看我在这八月里说发生的事吧。。。
这个8月有很多我的第一次，我第一次参加旅游展，第一次做派传单的工作，第一次被老板夸奖等等。。。
在8月份里，我一共去了3次的K DINNER都是人家请的哦，有两次是我的老板请的（8月1号和8月29号）。。。这两次的K DINNER都是用大房哦。而且8月29号那晚的真的是玩的很尽兴，除了K歌，我们还跳舞而且有灯光效果的哦。那晚也是第一次看到我们的老板跳舞呢（因为平时都是很严肃的样子，没想到也会玩得很疯狂哦）。。。
在这8月的30号，我和朋友（TOMMY)一起去逛街，吃午餐（第一次在金河6楼吃东西而且是韩国餐），看电影（钱不够用2，没想到这部戏尽然会让我，他还有在场的多数人流眼泪，很棒的一部电影，你一定不可以错过它，然后从中学习反省自己。）
在朋友回家去时，我一个人到了ISETAN去买50%折扣的寿司，然后走到金河随便找个能够坐着休息的地方坐下就吃了起来（第一次在路旁吃寿司）。因为有迎接MALAYSIA 51岁的倒数演唱会，所以那里是人山人海的（第一次在KL参加此类活动）。本来我是想说去看演唱会的，结果却被那里一大队在玩SNOW SPRAY的人吸引去了（我想看演唱的只有前面靠近舞台的人吧，我真正去听的只是林宇中的演出）。看着那些在玩的人追啊，跑啊，笑啊，喊啊，躲啊，搞怪，和被喷的满身，满脸，和头发都是白白的，真的很好笑而且看得也很开心。。。就连没参与的人也不能幸免。当时的我也有着冲动想玩不过又不是很勇敢，因为怕羞。。。
到了12点时，大家都一起唱国歌，欣赏烟花秀。。。等到烟花放完了，他们还是在玩，他们把已经过的跑车喷的像被雪覆盖般，连车牌，车轮也不放过。。。我也不管那么多了，谁理我有没有面子，最重要的是开心和参与和没有遗憾，所以我也买了4罐的SNOW SPRAY来玩。。。很开心(第一次参加这么欢乐的节庆）。。。当然最后也是带着粘腻的身体回家。。。
在这个8月里，我学到了很多东西看得到的并不一定是真的，是真的但没亲身体验过也不是经历，所以要有个很好的经历就要勇敢的去体验每一件事，或许你会发现和得到的更多。当然我们也要学会把“知足常乐”这4个子在我们的生活上给活用，而不是身在福中不知福。。。
感恩。。。
那么就来说说看我在这八月里说发生的事吧。。。
这个8月有很多我的第一次，我第一次参加旅游展，第一次做派传单的工作，第一次被老板夸奖等等。。。
在8月份里，我一共去了3次的K DINNER都是人家请的哦，有两次是我的老板请的（8月1号和8月29号）。。。这两次的K DINNER都是用大房哦。而且8月29号那晚的真的是玩的很尽兴，除了K歌，我们还跳舞而且有灯光效果的哦。那晚也是第一次看到我们的老板跳舞呢（因为平时都是很严肃的样子，没想到也会玩得很疯狂哦）。。。
在这8月的30号，我和朋友（TOMMY)一起去逛街，吃午餐（第一次在金河6楼吃东西而且是韩国餐），看电影（钱不够用2，没想到这部戏尽然会让我，他还有在场的多数人流眼泪，很棒的一部电影，你一定不可以错过它，然后从中学习反省自己。）
在朋友回家去时，我一个人到了ISETAN去买50%折扣的寿司，然后走到金河随便找个能够坐着休息的地方坐下就吃了起来（第一次在路旁吃寿司）。因为有迎接MALAYSIA 51岁的倒数演唱会，所以那里是人山人海的（第一次在KL参加此类活动）。本来我是想说去看演唱会的，结果却被那里一大队在玩SNOW SPRAY的人吸引去了（我想看演唱的只有前面靠近舞台的人吧，我真正去听的只是林宇中的演出）。看着那些在玩的人追啊，跑啊，笑啊，喊啊，躲啊，搞怪，和被喷的满身，满脸，和头发都是白白的，真的很好笑而且看得也很开心。。。就连没参与的人也不能幸免。当时的我也有着冲动想玩不过又不是很勇敢，因为怕羞。。。
到了12点时，大家都一起唱国歌，欣赏烟花秀。。。等到烟花放完了，他们还是在玩，他们把已经过的跑车喷的像被雪覆盖般，连车牌，车轮也不放过。。。我也不管那么多了，谁理我有没有面子，最重要的是开心和参与和没有遗憾，所以我也买了4罐的SNOW SPRAY来玩。。。很开心(第一次参加这么欢乐的节庆）。。。当然最后也是带着粘腻的身体回家。。。
在这个8月里，我学到了很多东西看得到的并不一定是真的，是真的但没亲身体验过也不是经历，所以要有个很好的经历就要勇敢的去体验每一件事，或许你会发现和得到的更多。当然我们也要学会把“知足常乐”这4个子在我们的生活上给活用，而不是身在福中不知福。。。
感恩。。。
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